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I really had no  idea what to really call this post. I was reading The Archdruids Report, a blog I follow, and it mentions how ineffiecent our sewage system here in teh US really is. Using clean, drinkable water to flush waste away has never made sense to me but considering that I live in a society that doesn't make much sense in general...it make perfect sense to go along with the madness. Its best to just go with the flow, because were all mad here. California especially is a little more mad than most, at least in my opinion. Just recently a neighbor lost his job because he lacked the correct 'credentials' for his job, when he had been doing the job very well for the last 20 some odd years. They gave him his job back a few weeks later, only after finding out that he credentials mean squat compared to experience. That just goes to show how crazy Californians can get. Maybe thats why the French like us so much, that and we both have pretty good tastes in wine. Back t...

I don't know about you but....I have a hard time personally with sitting down and doing a meditation daily. Its not because I don't want to meditate or I don't believe in the benifits. Its mostly due to the fact that I really have a thing  about routine. I hate routine or any kind of structured set of rules that must be followed. I recognize that getting more organized or keeping a schedule may be benifitial but...when I sit down to actually do it I really struggle. I want to meditate daily...but it seems that after a few days of this I get...bored and give up. I also have a thing about doing things others tell me to do, I just balk at any kind of direction. Even if I recognize that the person probably has a better idea of what to do...I really don't like being corrected or being told what or how to do something. That being said, I just started my first meditation. Again. I know I said this a few weeks ago but this time I really do think I'll pull this off. ...

Day1: I really didn't experience anything outside of my feet falling asleep, and a general increase in energy. I was doing chakra cleansing before hand, and it is funny to mention that if I do a cleansing more than once in a week my throat kind of get raw and sore. I just played a relaxation tape for about 20 min. Nothing too exciting there. I would like to mention that whenever I do meditate I feel drained afterward and almost always feel a headache coming on. Is that normanl? I'm under the impression that it isnt, otherwise why do it? Pain usually motivates someone to avoid the cause of said pain.