Family...who needs enemies when you have family like this?

I just need to vent...alot of things are going on right now ....and I really can't talk about anything else...not right now.
I just got off from school a little over a week ago and I am supposed to be having a bit of a lay ii, relaxing for about a week before going back to school, right? WRONG!
Dead Wrong!
My mom, who is a diabetic, has decided to ruin my week off.
Not on purpose but it still makes me a little mad.
I'm also very distressed about what she's done this time.
Well, you know how diabetics usually have major health problems if they don't take care of themselves properly. Even if they do take care, there are still issues but they are less severe.
My mother does not take care of her diabetes like she should.
SO, she has major issues.
A few years back she nearly died because she was so deep in denial about her diese that she didn't go to the doctor for a simple cut on her foot, which soon turned into a Gangrene infection.
She had to have a part of her foot removed to save her life.
Next years she got Poison Ivy and didn't take care of that like she should have and her legs broke out in a rash that turned into an ifection which she again was in the hospital for.
She nearly lost her legs after that one.
This time its her legs and feet again.
This time it is partially her mother and sister's fault.
They sent her a 'natural' medication in the mail.
She took said medication.
Within three days she had a horrible rash all over her body.
I won't go into details but...its really gross.
Again, she didn't go to the doctor until it was so bad...it was disgusting.
Right now her Kidneys are failing and she has let it go so long that...She may not make it...she going into the doctor today...and may be into the hospital today...
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Later that day.
The doctor did not admit her to a hospital...she flat out lied to him about how long she has been in this condition and he just 'recommended' that she go to the emergency room!
What a joke!
I cannot believe, well I can because she has done this before, what she did is so stupid.
I am so pissed off at her right now!
She won't be admitted till after Easter!
I cannot express how angry this makes me!!!

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